January 2006 - Posts

Remember the Milk

A website that I use every day is rememberthemilk.com.  This is an online task list with an excellent user interface and general usability.  It’s all done using AJAX, which means that much of the processing is done on the client with background updates back to the server.  This allows it to be very fast and allows a very intuitive interface.

You can set up as many lists as you like and the new tagging facility allows tasks to belong to more than one list.  Smart lists allow you to save searches as lists and these will be dynamically updated.  You can assign tags, due dates, repeating patterns, time estimates and multiple notes against each tag so you have a lot of flexibility in how you use it.

I’m finding that more and more of my life is scheduled in RTM and I can publish lists so that other people can see what I’m doing.  All this despite the fact that I have a corporate Outlook/Outlook Web Access facility that theoretically should provide all of this functionality.  RTM just does it better and easier and I would definitely recommend it.  The only caveat is the absence of any sort of  obvious business plan for the site.  There has obviously been a lot of work put in to it and it appears very professional.  How long it can continue without making money is not obvious.  The publishers of the web site say that it will continue to be free and that they are not going away.  But then they would say that; I would rather see some evidence of a plan to keep it around.  Especially as I now appear to be addicted.




Headaches (Cont.)

I had a headache for large parts of yesterday.  I woke up with it about 8am and took a couple of paracetamol.  It eased off but stayed at a low level and came back in the evening.  I took 2 ibruprofen at 7pm.  It's OK today.

Learning Philosophy Lesson 3

Last week, we had looked at principles; how the wise man will be driven by timeless principles and not by temporary selfish desires.  We looked at the most important principle of all for learning wisdom; self knowledge and we talked about what we meant by the self; the drives, memories, emotions and knowledge that make up a cohesive identity.

This week we started to look at the difference between knowledge and information. Information is not enough to actually succeed in doing something; knowledge comes from applying that information and getting feedback.  We cannot be told how to drive a car and simply go and do it successfully.  We need to practice and get feedback from our attempts. 

Feedback always helps us to assess the information that we have.  It is like the scientific method; we have a theory and we test that theory by performing actions and evaluating the results to see if they are consistent with the theory.  In philosophy, this theory will often come in the form of teachings, at other times, it will be developed from introspections or other observations.  However it comes to us, though, we should not simply accept it; we should apply the knowledge and observe the results to see if they theory makes sense in light of the evidence.

There are different levels of awareness.  This was presented as a gradient with from the lowest levels of awareness to the highest levels.

    Higher consciousness
    Fully awake
    Waking sleep
    Dream
    Deep sleep

In deep sleep we have only the most limited awareness; it can take a lot to wake us and we are generally unaware of events.

When we are dreaming, we have more awareness. In particular, we will have awareness of the world that we imagine while dreaming.  We may even be aware of the fact that we are dreaming, a “lucid dream“.  We can also be influenced by external events; an alarm clock ringing while we are in the dream can be incorporated into our dream.  In general, this is still  a very limited form of awareness.

“Waking sleep” is the state that we are in much of the time where we are not fully aware of our surroundings and perform in an habitual manner.  As I understand this, you are simply on autopilot; performing actions without thinking about them.  For example, it is possible to make a car journey and when you arrive, be unaware of the route you had taken or have any memory of the journey.  The mechanical process takes up very little of your thought process and you may, or may not, be occupied with other thoughts.  This does not present a problem with many aspects of life but you can find yourself living on autopilot when making import decisions; not really thinking about them but simply going with your first thought without examining the reasons.  You may also be particularly suggestible when in this state as you will have a tendency to just “go with the flow”.  Often you can get into this state when you are distracted or worried by something.

When you are fully awake you are aware of your surroundings, you are alert, receptive (but not uncritically) and generally will have a feeling of energy.  You will be able to appreciate the beauty around you and will be capable of making rational decisions.  You are not sleeping at any level and are fully in touch with your senses.

Higher consciousness is a more difficult concept for me; one that will take lots of thought.  As far as I understand it, you have an awareness of not just yourself and your senses, but also of your emotions, the wider universe and “spirituality”.  Some quotes should help to illustrate this.

There is but one Reason. The mind that made the world is not one mind, but the mind.

And every work of art is a more or less pure manifestation of the same. Therefore we arrive at this conclusion, which I offer as a confirmation of the whole view, that the delight which a work of art affords, seems to arise from our recognizing in it the mind that formed Nature, again in active operation.

Herein is the explanation of the analogies, which exist in all the arts. They are the re-appearance of one mind, working in many materials to many temporary ends. Raphael paints wisdom, Handel sings it, Phidias carves it, Shakspeare writes it, Wren builds it, Columbus sails it, Luther preaches it, Washington arms it, Watt mechanizes it. Painting was called " silent poetry," and poetry " speaking painting." The laws of each art are convertible into the laws of every other.

- Society and Solitude, Chapter III Art: Ralph Waldo Emerson

Emerson appears to be talking about God and the fact that all of nature is an aspect of God.  We recognise aspects of Godhood in the great works of art; the better the work of art the closer to God it brings us.  The idea here is that we can experience a higher consciousness by contemplating great works of art; we are brought into close contact with the one overriding presence of which we are all a part.

To see a world in a grain of sand
And a heaven in a wild flower,
Hold infinity in the palm of your hand
And eternity in an hour.

- Auguries of  Innocence: William Blake

Blake makes me think of the situation where we can contemplate something very simple and use our imagination to expand our consciousness to encompass much wider areas.  So, we can look at a grain of sand, know about sand and its place in the world and imagine a whole world; we can take the beauty of a flower and image the beauty of heaven; we can hold something insignificant in our hand and use our minds to encompass an infinity of other images and concepts; and we can stretch time taking us out of ourselves; live an eternity in an hour.  With each of these things we use our imaginations to extrapolate from a simple beginning to stretch our consciousness.

Love does not dwell on the gifts received but turns directly to their giver.  Love knows no measure but exceeds all measure.  Love feels no burden; it makes light of labour and strives to do more than it is able.  Love considers nothing impossible and sees itself equal to every task.
Love, therefore, can do all things and finds itself successful where others, without love, often faint and fall prostrate.
Love keeps watch, and even while resting it sleeps not; it may be tired but not fatigued; it may feel under pressure, but not crushed; it may be afraid but not terrified.  Like a living flame and burning torch, love always makes its way upward into the open air and blazes forth.

- Imitation of Christ, Bk3, ch 5: Thomas a Kempis

This is about divine love but we can think about is as love in general and it is certainly recognisable.  Love is certainly an altered state of consciousness and it has the property of making you concerned for someone else’s happiness but I am not entirely convinced that it has the “broadening” effect that other descriptions of higher consciousness have.  To some extent, it seems to me, that the other quotes suggest that getting out of yourself is one of the aspects of higher consciousness; perhaps love can be here as well.

I feel I have got a bit of a better handle on this concept than when I started typing this but there is still lots of thinking to be done.

The study of wisdom allows us to see many of the ideas that have stood the test of time.  The Greek philosophers were the originators of Western philosophy.  Indeed, western philosophy has been described as “footnotes to Plato”.  Plato, himself, is the heart of Greek philosophy; particularly in his writings about Socrates.  It is not obvious how much of the teachings ascribed to Socrates were really his and how much he was simply used as a character by Plato, but we can probably assume that they certainly made an excellent teaching team.  In the Phaedo, Plato describes Socrates last days after he had been sentenced to death.  Socrates idea of the soul is brought out in great detail using the characteristic Socratic method; asking questions of a student to let the student make the argument himself.

The climax of the argument can be summed up in the following extract:

And were we not saying long ago that the soul when using the body as an instrument of perception, that is to say, when using the sense of sight or hearing or some other sense (for the meaning of perceiving through the body is perceiving through the senses)-were we not saying that the soul too is then dragged by the body into the region of the changeable, and wanders and is confused; the world spins round her, and she is like a drunkard when under their influence?

Very true.
But when returning into herself she reflects; then she passes into the realm of purity, and eternity, and immortality, and unchangeableness, which are her kindred, and with them she ever lives, when she is by herself and is not let or hindered; then she ceases from her erring ways, and being in communion with the unchanging is unchanging. And this state of the soul is called wisdom?

- Phaedo: Plato

Plato (or Socrates) describes a state of being which he regarded as “wisdom”.  This state is where the soul (or the self) is not caught up with the body; there is a separation and the soul is contemplating itself.  I think that the group got a bit caught up in the language used here; “soul” is a very loaded word.  I think that the main point is the self reflection; the examining of life that Socrates said made life worth living.  This examination requires some sort of discipline to separate the soul from the body; we would call this meditation.

This self examination should allow us to evaluate the habits and beliefs that we have build up over our life.  We should try to change harmful behaviours and wrong beliefs.  Confucius said that it is easier today to triumph over evil habits than it will be tomorrow.  When we identify something that we want to change, the longer we leave the change, the more ingrained will be the habit so we should start as soon as possible.


The Constant Gardener

My favourite film of last year was The Constant Gardener; an excellent antidote to some of the unrealistically cheery Hollywood blockbusters that we are mostly bombarded with. 

This is the story of a British diplomat, Ralph Fiennes as Justin Quayle and his political-activist wife, Tessa (Rachel Weisz).  Tessa campaigns against the policies of a large drug company in Kenya and ends up dead.  The, basically, apolitical Justin sets out in search of answers and finds a wholly different Africa from  the one that he experiences in his day to day work as a diplomat.  His trail of discovery is wonderfully described right up until the disturbing ending.

Based on the John Le Carre novel of the same name, this film combines fantastic cinematography of the Kenyan wildlife and human situation with a complex, realistic conspiracy thriller.  Thoughtful political insights nestling happily alongside all of the elements of a taught thriller make this a cinematic triumph for Brazilian director Fernando Meirelles.

I recommend it without reservation.  Watch it now.


Codex by Lev Grossman

In my life, I have probably read several thousand books and once started, I, almost invariably, will continue on to the end.  I try to read books that I think I will enjoy and it is not all that common that I don’t.  Sometimes a book will come along that is out of the ordinary, sometimes exceptionally good; sometimes exceptionally bad.  Codex is exceptionally bad; so bad I did not finish it.  In fact, I only made it about a third of the way through before deciding that I would be better reading almost anything than this.

The back cover reads well.  If you want to enjoy the book, don’t open it.  The major problem with it is the lack of anything to actually capture your attention.  The main character, Edward Wozny, is just boring; boringly written, boringly plotted.  He has a boring life and knows boring people.  He gets involved in a “plot” that reaches new heights of inanity and irrelevance to anything that would interest anyone in knowing anything about this character. 

The plot consists of the Wozny sorting a collection of books and playing a fairly poor sounding video game.  No really, that’s it.  That’s all that happens.  To give it the benefit of the doubt, it is only the first third of the book that I read; perhaps something else happens.  But, I don’t care and neither will you.


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Headaches (Cont.)

I had a really bad headache yesterday.  I woke up OK but later than normal as we were going to a funeral. I didn't eat and had developed the headache by 10 and was starving as well.  I had a couple of paracetamol and I made breakfast for Penny, Jordan and myself but then had to rush out to get Gregory who had gone to work.  By the time I got back my headache was really bad; a band behind my eyes was the worst but it was all over by this time.  I had a couple of ibruprofen at 11:45 and rushed out with a couple of sausage pieces.  The headache eased but stayed most of the day at a low level.

Headaches (Cont.)

I've currently got a headache, mostly left hand side, behind the eye.  I've just taken two ibruprofen.

Rangers V Livingston

Not a great game but a few weeks ago we were failing to win these games; now we are scoring goals and winning without playing particularly well.  The difference is that we can score goals now. 

We dominated the first half of today’s game and if it wasn’t for previous games this season I would have been confident of winning comfortably.  The only disappointments were failing to score a second goal after starting so brightly, the injury to Kyrgiakos and the lack of passing ability of Chris Burke; belying his recent excellent form. 

In the second half, the defence started to look very suspect.  Andrews and Murray is not a central defensive partnership that you would feel at all confident in.  Andrews needs an experienced central defender alongside him and Murray is not it.  It was no surprise when Livingston equalised and the thoughts turned to other games this season when Rangers had thrown away a lead. 

This seems to be a new Rangers, though.  They immediately stepped up their level of performance and very quickly went back into the lead.  This goal, the second of the day from Kris Boyd, looked like being all that would separate the sides until, the newly re-introduced, Dado Prso emulated Boyd by scoring two excellent late goals.  The Rangers attack suddenly looks good.  Lovenkrands, Boyd, Novo and Prso all looked potent and the four goal haul was well deserved. 

The worry is in defence.  Not only the defenders, but also the defensive abilities of the midfielders.  The amount of space that the Livingston forwards were finding in the Rangers half made for a worrying game for much of the second half.  Considering the ability of the Livingston midfield, this is worrying with much harder games coming up.  We do have Rodrigeuz and Hemdami still to return from injury but will have to improve significantly in this area. 

The transfer window is still open, isn’t it?


Learning Philosophy - Lesson 2

The philosophy class that we are taking runs on a Saturday morning at 10am.  This should be pretty convenient for us but this morning we managed to arrive late.  Penny’s car died on her way home last night.  She was too busy panicking to ask what a Wise person would do.  This morning, I had to visit the garage so we arrived at the class 15 minutes late to find Martin all alone; no one else had turned up.  We started anyway and Margaret also arrived 10 minutes later so it was not quite as alive a debate as last week but interesting none the less.

We first of all refreshed what we had covered last week with Martin emphasising that this was “practical philosophy”, so the point is to apply the lessons and live a better life.  I asked about the “State of our being”, a phrase that was used in last week‘s hand-out.  Martin explained this as about how we feel, a state that varies from time to time.  We may be feeling stressed, relaxed, curious, lethargic etc.

Martin then introduced the  subject of principles.  These being beliefs or modes of behaviour that influence how we lead our life.  The actions of a Wise Man are guided by lasting principles rather than by selfish or fleeting concerns.

Examples of this type of principle include:
1. Do to others as you would have others do to you.
2. Live honestly, harm no man and render to each his due.

The most important principle for wisdom is that of self-knowledge.  Doubt about your self is reflected everywhere.  This principle is reflected in many philosophical texts.  For example:
1. Whoever knows essentially his own nature, can know also that of other men and can penetrate into the nature of beings.
2. This above all: to thine ownself be true, And it must follow, as the night the day, Thou canst not then be false to any man.

This principle begs the question of “what is ‘self’?”  We each have different attributes that are displayed at different times in our lives, when we are in different roles and when we are in different states of being.  What is constant between these?  We should learn to appreciate that which is unchanging in our selves.  What is the essence of our selves?  Part of this is made up of our identity.  Our identity is not simply formed by our experiences; there is also a part made from our innate nature; our genetic heritage. 

This is illustrated by the tale of a lion cub that is brought up as a sheep.  He behaves exactly like a sheep while that is his only frame of reference.  One day, an adult lion comes along and roars at the flock of sheep.  They all run off, but the lion stays; it recognises an affinity for this other creature; maybe just a similarity of form, but maybe a deeper affinity.  The lion cub follows the lion, is taken under the influence of the lion and from that point on acts like a lion.

Real life examples of this sort of thing seem to show that the lion cub could never really be one or the other.  It will always be different; never fully part of either group.  This reminded me very much of Stranger in a Strange Land.  The human child, Mike, is brought up by an alien race and adopts their frame of reference.  When “rescued” and brought back to human society, he struggles to make the adjustment.  He does not feel part of the human race but eventually recognises that he is more human than alien.

Another important principle is that of neither accepting nor rejecting but putting into practice.  Ideas that are put to you should not be dismissed out of hand; neither should they be accepted uncritically.  Instead, they should be tried out and the results observed. 

An example of this is the story from Bede’s History of the English Church and People.  When Augustine came to England to preach to the natives, the Saxon King, Ethelbert, listened to what he had to say and did not accept or reject it.  Instead, acting for his kingdom, he allowed Augustine to preach and evaluated the results.  It is important to observe the results of an action before you can evaluate a theory.  This is the basis of the scientific method but is also vital in the evaluations performed by the wise.

This is related to the principle of having an open mind.  Hear with an open mind; apply your learning and observe the effect.

Nan-in, a Japanese master during the Meiji era (1868-1912), received a university professor who came to inquire about Zen.

Nan-in served Tea. He poured his visitor's cup full, and then kept on pouring.
The professor watched the overflow until he no longer could restrain himself. "It is overfull. No more will go in!"

"Like this cup," Nan-in said, "you are full of your own opinions and speculations. How can I show you Zen unless you first empty your cup?"

We all have “opinions and speculations”; most of what we do and think is by habit.  We should examine our habits and bring our reason to bear on them.  Are they reasonable? 

We should also continue to ask what a wise man or woman would do.

And keep practicing the exercise from lesson 1.


Headaches (Cont.)

I woke up with a headache this morning.  My neck was also sore, mostly at the left hand side.  I took two paractemol before coming to work and it went away.  I've got another headache now, this time, the right hand side of my head.  It feels like this one might be sinus related.  I've also got a very painful stomach; I don't know if this is related.

Stranger in a Strange Land

There are some experiences that everyone should have in adolescence.  Things like your first political thoughts, a re-appraisal of your parents’ attitude to religion and, of course, your first experiments with masturbation.  Robert A. Heinlein’s “Stranger in a Strange Land” covers all of those themes and should also be an integral part of any adolescent’s experience.

I first read it in my late teens and it made a profound impression on me, opening up a world where things could be different from society‘s norm.  It focused many of the questions that were playing on my mind at that time although I came to different conclusions on many issues to the author’s surrogate, Jubal Harshaw.

First published in 1961, it caused a sensation with it’s controversial spin on religion, politics and sexuality.  Despite being a commercially successful author, Heinlein had to shorten the book by 60,000 words before a publisher would take a risk on it.  Forty five years later, a lot has changed in our society but there are still plenty of people who will be shocked by what is Heinlein’s most ambitious work.

The basic story is of a man, Valentine Michael Smith, raised by an alien species, who is returned to Earth.  It follows his adventures as he gets to grips with the complex human society armed with a completely alien world view.  At first he is overwhelmed and very little makes sense to him but as he learns about human society he eventually gets to grips with his own identity and then starts a movement that will have profound effects on humanity. 

I have just re-read it and like many of the things that make a big impression on us in our youth, it seems to have subtly changed when re-read as an adult.  In this case, not all of the changes were subjective.  With the author’s death, his wife, Virginia has authorised the release of the original uncut version.   This has substantially the same plot and it is not immediately obvious that the longer version was significantly better.  However, it still reads very easily and my memory of the shorter version will be fairly hazy after two decades.

It is set in a future that is remarkably like 1960.  The science fiction elements are really there to support the basic premise of a child raised by aliens.  The clash of cultures that this allows is what the book is about.  It allows Heinlein to espouse his opinions and satirise many of the foibles of mid 20th century American culture.  There is much to satirise here but this does tend to date as that society has changed in many ways in the intervening years; much more profoundly in many ways than Heinlein could have imagined. Heinlein produced this book at a time that was ripe for change in American society and the book found itself on the crest of all of the changes that started in the 1960s.

Heinlein had a surrogate in many of his novels; a character who would espouse the author’s opinions; sometimes to great length, and I mostly found this character to be fairly irritating as a youth.  Heinlein was basically a conservative, with intellectual leanings towards libertarianism but was often instinctively reactionary.  In “Stranger in a Strange Land”, Heinlein set out to shock, and some of it still shocks, but often for it’s reactionary content rather than it’s liberalism.  I may have mellowed in my later years, though, as I no longer find his opinions quite so annoying.  I can see that he was a creature of his time and that he was often unable to see beyond his prejudices.

Heinlein was not a great writer or a great story teller; his characters tended to be there for a purpose other than being living characters; and his dialog tended to move between the inane and the pontificating.  Despite all of these failings, “Stranger in a Strange Land” still manages to be a great book and like much of science fiction it is the ideas that are the mainstay.  

Headaches (Cont.)

I've still got a cold with it's associated sinus problems so I've had a low level headache for much of the time.  I have been taking cold remedies reasonably often and these have kept the headaches, more or less, at bay.

My First Harry Potter Experience

I have a sister, Sharon, who stays in Essex.  Despite the obvious Essex girl jokes, and the fact that she has lived there for nearly 15 years now, she is still very Scottish.  For Christmas, she comes home to my parents house.  This Christmas, on the day after Boxing Day, Penny and I went out for lunch with Sharon.  Sharon’s birthday is at the beginning of January, so we planned on buying something for her birthday after lunch and then going to see a film. 

So, we picked her up at my parents and headed into Glasgow.  The nearest car park to where we wanted to go was at the St. Enoch Centre, so we headed for there; along with the rest of the West of Scotland.  When we eventually managed to park, we headed for Princess Square for lunch.  When we got into Princess Square we found ourselves in Crabtree & Evelyn where I spent several years getting hungrier and grumpier.  We did manage to get Sharon’s birthday present, so it was productive at least.

We then had a look around the various eating establishments in Princess Square before settling on Barça.  This is a Tapas Bar and served a wide range of delicious dishes, most of which we had between us, as well as a bottle of Australian Shiraz.  This took up quite a chunk of the afternoon but we eventually dragged ourselves outside to Borders Books.  This took another chunk of time while Penny and Sharon each collected a pile of books.  We then collapsed in the Starbucks to take stock. 

While there, Penny asked what time the car park closed.  The answer of “seven” initiated a whirl of activity; it was already 10 past.  Sharon and I paid for the books while Penny, the only one who hadn’t been partaking of the wine raced back to the car park to get the car.  A sob story about a pregnant sister-in-law enabled her to convince someone to let her in and she collected us outside in plenty of time to head for the cinema.

Now, I had successfully avoided reading any of the Harry Potter books or seeing any of the films and I was quite prepared to keep that up indefinitely.  So, on this day, it was by dint of a bit of an ambush that I ended up watching the latest Potter film, Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire.

Obviously, there has been a lot of publicity about every new Harry Potter release and I had still managed to avoid them.  My prejudice was that it all sounded a bit like the Enid Blyton boarding school books that I had read during my pre-adolescent read-anything-ever-written period.  They were OK for an eight year old but I had no wish to revisit them.  For many people, the fantasy element would have been an attraction but I am very selective about my fantasy.  The Lord of the Rings is great but I have no time for the many imitators of it.  Harry Potter didn’t sound anything like as interesting as even these; very much a children’s fantasy.

In general, my prejudices seemed to be pretty accurate when I watched the film.  It was well made with lots of fine acting performances, the special effects were very effective and the story hung together well enough.  However, it was clearly a juvenile story, lacking in depth and subtlety.  As such, it was very good but  I won’t be desperate to renew my contact with the series.


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Learning Philosophy - Lesson 1

I have always had an interest in philosophy.  I wonder about the “big” questions: Why are we hear?  Is there something beyond what we can see?  What is happiness? And so on.  I don’t spend a lot of time thinking about them but they matter to me.  I also think about how the questions impact on me as an individual.  One of the things that I try to do is to take seriously the process of improving myself.  I don’t always do anything about it, but I do want to.  Occasionally, I will have a burst of reading self-help books on various subjects and I do feel that I get a benefit from this.  Then, the pressure of everyday living will drive out many of the benefits and I backslide. 

In recent weeks I have discovered podcasts and have changed my daily commute listening to these.  Many of these are self-help type things and, again, I have been feeling the benefit.  Then, in Tuesday’s Herald, I saw an advert for a philosophy course.  This was going to take place quite locally and it immediately captured my interest. It was Friday before I noticed the advert and it said the course was starting this week and was running on Thursday nights and Saturday mornings.  I showed the advert to Penny and we had a look at the web site.  Penny said she would love to do it so, this morning, we went along and enrolled.

We were handed a folder with an introduction to the course and some supplementary information and sat in a room with four other new students who turned out to be George, Margaret, David and another George.  The tutor was named Martin Ross and was a little bit nervous to start with.  He told us that all of the tutors are volunteers who also attend meetings.  As the meeting went on there was some more interaction between the tutor and the students and the meeting warmed up and ended up pretty thought provoking.

The first lesson looked at what philosophy is and what you could get out of the study of it.   Philosophy was defined as the love of wisdom and wisdom as the knowledge to enable life to be true and happy.  Defined this way (wishing to enable life to be true and happy) it seems obvious that everyone would want to study philosophy.  The fact that they don’t is itself, perhaps, the starting point for some philosophical questions.

Studying philosophy allows you to consider the fundamental questions of human life, to gain an understanding of some of the ideas that have shaped our world and to open out greater possibilities for our lives. 

People can be wise in different ways.  A carpenter can be wise in the ways of carpentry,  an engineer in the ways of engineering and a comedian in the ways of comedy but there is a more fundamental meta-wisdom to do with how you live your life and your view of reality.  When you watch a skilled workmen practicing his skill, it looks simple and easy.  A wise man makes life look easy.  Ultimate happiness goes to those who live a natural and simple life.

When working towards wisdom, you can ask yourself “What would a wise man do here?”.  This question can allow you to tap into your subconscious and to get another perspective on a problem.  The tricky thing would be to remember this when it is needed; probably when you are under stress.

A sheet of notes was handed out at the end, mostly covering things that had been in the course.  One sentence is confusing to me, though.  “The importance of the state of our being.”  I’m not really sure what this means.  Something to discuss at the next meeting.

Martin introduced us to an exercise; a series of steps to explore our senses and to help us get centred in the place that we are.  He suggested that we do this exercise 3 times a day if we can remember.  The exercise went like this:

First, let the mind be free of any concern or preoccupation
Let the mind fall still and come to rest within
Be aware of where you are now.
Feel the touch of your feet on the ground,
The weight of the body on the chair.
Feel the touch of the clothes on the skin
And the play of air on the face and hands.
If they are open, let the eyes receive colour and form without any comment,
Taste,
Smell.
Be fully here.
Now, be aware of hearing.
Let sounds be received and let them rise and fall without comment or judgement of any kind.
With the body completely relaxed, let the hearing run right out to the furthest and gentlest sounds, embracing all.



Headaches (Cont.)

I've had a slight headache today, but not too bad.  I've had a cold for most of this week but apart from that I have had a reasonably headache free week.

Brightness Reef and Infinity’s Shore

I got these two books at Christmas having remembered enjoying the earlier books in the Uplift Series (Sundiver, Startide Rising and The Uplift War).  It turned out I had read them before but simply hadn’t remembered; not a great sign. 

I realised right away when I started reading Brightness Reef that I had read it before.  I jumped past it as it all came back to me and started on Infinity's Shore.  This one, I wasn’t so sure about, initially, but, I had read this as well.  It simply wasn’t as memorable as the other books in the series but I went ahead and read it.  The problem, basically is that the story is getting tired; there are two many characters having disparate adventures for you to get emotionally involved with most of them.  I’ll give the last in the series (Heaven's Reach) a miss.  I still can’t remember whether I have read it.

The Uplift Series is a great series, though, and the first three books were excellent.  The basic premise is that there is a galactic civilisation over a billion years old that is made up of many sapient species.  No species has become sapient without the help of a pre-existing patron race since the legendary Progenitors, until humanity arrives on the scene.  The arrival of this “wolfling race” causes ructions in the galactic civilisation and a human and dolphin crewed explorer ship is caught up in various situations.  There are some great ideas here and the start of the series gets carried along by those.  The characters start to get a bit stale in the second half of the series and it seems a bit like its just been tacked on.  They are OK reads, but not great.


Window XP Home Support Scheduled to End This Year

Microsoft appear to be saying that they will discontinue support for Window XP Home at the end of this year.  This would mean that there would be no more security updates for Windows XP Home; an operating system that is likely to still be installed by default on new computers bought well into the second half of this year before the release of Window Vista.

This would be a public relations nightmare for Microsoft and I really don't think that they can go through with it.  They may go for the solution of making updates for Windows XP Professional continue to work for the Home version.  The problem here is that there is likely to be confusion about what the end of support means and there will be much negative publicity.  To avoid this, Microsoft must extend the support period in the same way as they did for Windows 98 and I am sure that they will.

King Kong

Penny dragged me off to see King Kong on Wednesday.  I was in no particular hurry to see it but I am probably glad I did.  It is a well put together movie with plenty of good performances and a special effects Kong that lived up to the legacy of the original movie.  Kong is very much the star of the movie but this also leads to the main problem with it; the length of time before he makes an appearance.  Peter Jackson has taken a lesson from his phenomenally successful Lord of the Rings films to be that a film should be 3 hours long.  The problem is that, while the Lord of the Rings had enough story to support (and even require) that, the story of King Kong is really rather simple.  Three hour films should be rare.  It is uncomfortable to sit and watch for that amount of time and you need to be very much into the story for it to work.  A three hour version of King Kong is simply too long.  At two hours it would have been a great film.  At three hours, it is still an experience, but it is not a great film.

Scottish Cup Third Round

It has been a good weekend for Rangers.  There was a convincing win to enthuse the many young fans attracted by the £12 ticket price.  A good professional display dispatched the lower league opposition with the creation of lots of chances.  Kris Boyd scored a hat trick on his debut.  The last two players to score a hat trick on their Rangers debut both went on to score in a European final.  Could it be this year?  Maybe not, but we can grasp at straws. 

And then just when it seemed like a pleasant, but not remarkable, weekend, Celtic contrive to lose their match against lower league opposition while turning in a memorably bad performance on the debut of their star signing, Roy Keane.  In addition, it looks like they simply don’t have a decent defender while Bobo Balde is away at the African Nations Cup.  It could be an interesting January for Celtic.

So it's Hibs at home in the fourth round.  The last time Hibs came to Ibrox they ran out comfortable winners.  Hopefully, we have turned around and can go on to win some silverware this season.

Conspiracy Theories

It’s all too easy to get caught up in a conspiracy theory.  You only have to look at the number of, otherwise sensible, Celtic supporters who will jump on any evidence of a wrong refereeing decision as incontrovertible proof of a conspiracy.  It is also easy to concoct a conspiracy simply be selecting the appropriate evidence and ignoring contrary evidence.

The recent video, showing a couple of Celtic players on-stage singing an Irish political song while members of the audience chanted their support for the IRA, has brought conspiracies in droves.  Celtic minded conspiracy theorists have jumped on a fake “second video” to conclude that the original video is a fake.  I’m sure that they would not have needed the fake video to come to that conclusion.  Rangers conspiracy theorists have pointed to the discrepancy between the way that the press jumped all over Donald Findlay’s singing of an Irish political song and their seeming reluctance to cover this story; sitting on the story for several days after they were aware of it.

There was a time when it was difficult to conjure up a good conspiracy.  You mostly had to rely on you and your mates to come up with evidence and it was difficult to disseminate your theory beyond this group.  They still popped up, growing up in instances like Willie Woodburn’s sine die ban, where a sense of injustice was universal amongst a group.  In recent years the conspiracy business has really taken off.  The internet has made it easy to get all of the “evidence” you need to “prove” any theory and has also made it trivial to disseminate the theory. 

This has led to two main conspiracy theories on the fan sites for the old firm and these in turn have become an article of faith for many fans.  For Celtic fans, this is that there is a refereeing/SFA conspiracy that favours Rangers.  For Rangers fans, it is the media favouring Celtic (although Celtic fans also like this one in the opposite direction).

Both of these are nonsense, of course, but it is easy to see the evidence that supports your beliefs and simply not notice the evidence that does not support your beliefs. 

The argument made about referees is that since Rangers have more fans (active or otherwise) than any other team in Scotland, it stands to reason that more referees will support them than any other team in Scotland.  There are two problems with this theory.  The first is that, in my experience, the majority of non-old firm fans have a deep dislike for Rangers so there will still be more football fans that dislike Rangers than like them.  The second problem is the assumption that referees go onto the pitch supporting one side or another.  I think this is pretty laughable, both from a logical point of view and based on the evidence.  So-called Rangers supporting referees are just as likely to give bad decisions against Rangers as for them.

As for the media. The simple fact is that almost without exception, the Scottish sporting press are a bunch of lazy, amateur hacks who will take the easy story when ever possible.  The editorial policy is to come up with something that will sell.  This normally means something that will scandalise at least one half of the old-firm.  So, if you don’t like what they are printing, stop buying it.

Conspiracies are an easy alternative to examining reality.  Stop subscribing to them and start seeing things as they are.


Headaches (Cont.)

Today, I woke up with a slight headache but stayed in bed all morning.  It was gone by the time I got up.

Charles Kennedy Deserves No Sympathy

I find it difficult to find much sympathy for ministers or party leaders who lose their position.  They know the job that they are taking on and that it could turn nasty on them.  Resigning is part of the job. 

Politicians get a bit hypocritical when they try to claim the moral high ground with this behaviour.  For instance, the BBC had a clash with the government and various members of the government suggested that if staff at the BBC had been politicians then they would have resigned.  This sounds like a reasonable argument until you remember that members of the government only resign their ministerial position.  You virtually never hear of someone resigning as a Member of Parliament because of incompetence or a scandal. 

So, if someone resigns from a ministerial post they are in fact still in a job with a salary of £59,095, more than twice the national average.  A bit different from someone resigning from a post that actually allows them to live.

Headaches

I suffer from headaches.  From low intensity, almost background noise, headaches to full migraine nightmares, I get them all.  I have one as I write this, not too bad at the moment and I have just taken some paracetamol so I would hope that it will go away without getting any worse.

The headaches started when I was a child of about 10.  Co-incidentally or not, this was fairly soon after I had been beaten quite badly by an older child, including a number of kicks to the head.  Over the next few years, I was the guinea pig for a number of tests but without really coming to a conclusion.  Eventually, it was decided that I suffered from Migraines and that I should treat them with pain killers.

Ever since then I have coped with them when I have to and tried to build up a picture of the causes.  The triggers seem to be numerous and inconsistent.  Some of them are tiredness, dehydration, chocolate, oranges (or orange juice), stress, alcohol (different headache from hangover), sinus problems, back pain and hunger.  None of these on its own will give me a headache but combinations will and the more triggers there are, the more likely is a headache.

A couple of years ago, Penny, thought I should do something about it so I went to the doctors (one of three times in the last quarter century) and he did some tests.  He could not see any particular problems and suggested that I try to avoid the triggers and take pain killers when I got a headache.  Possibly, a self fulfilling prophecy, as I expected exactly that.

Penny has continued to think that something could be done and she has worn me down.  So, I am going to try and see if I can do something.  The first thing that she wants me to do is to keep a diary of the headaches that I have, the likely triggers and the treatments that I take.  So here goes.

January 7th 2005: I woke up with my first headache of the year.  Probably tension headache with associated neck, shoulder and back pain.  I had a disturbed night with Penny and I both stressed and did not get to sleep till late and woke up early.  The heating was turned up high but the bedroom window was open.  I had it at 6.40am when the alarm went off.  I dozed some after that and it was not too bad at 8.30 when I got up.  At 10.30, I took 2 paracetamol as it was noticeably getting worse.  An hour later, it is not really any better.  I’ll keep you informed.


Chris Sutton Leaves Celtic

Anyone who knows me will tell you that normally, I am a reasonable and calm person;  I like to think before reacting and don’t take my football more seriously than a sport deserves.  I support Rangers but don’t really have a problem with any Celtic players; I admired Larson immensely, have a lot of time for Hartson and can even cope with Thompson.  They caused me pain when they were instrumental in Celtic victories over Rangers but that was part of the game.

There is, though, one Celtic player that makes me lose it, Chris Sutton.  Before he joined Celtic, I did not know a lot about him as a player.  If anything, I thought he was over-rated and that Alan Shearer had carried him in his one outstanding season but other than that he was a bit of a non-entity.  How wrong I was.  In his first old-firm game he cemented his reputation as possibly being unique in the Scottish game in my time watching it.  Yes, Chris Sutton is, without doubt, the un-fairest player I have ever seen. 

Right from the start of that first old-firm game, when he immediately scored an off-side goal, he demonstrated that he will go to any lengths to get his own way.  Every high ball, his arms are raised. He goes down as if shot, at the slightest contact.  Every challenge is grounds for a complaint to the referee.  Given an opportunity he will try to hurt an opponent.  If Celtic lose, it’s because the other teams were not trying against Rangers.  All round, apart from having some ability to kick a ball, as a human being, he does not seem to have any redeeming qualities.  He is a thug, a cheat and a coward.  I don’t like him and I wonder what Manchester United found to discourage them from signing him.  Was he really given the all clear?

I was glad when Larson left.  He was carrying Celtic and they were always going to struggle when he left.  Sutton is regarded very highly amongst the more unbalanced Celtic supporters but he has not offered anything to Celtic this season and many Celtic fans will be glad to see the back of him as he leaves for Birmingham.  I will, too.  Not for football reasons, though.  I just want my sanity back.

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